Last Day

Today was the last day of lecture in my life (if I don't fail any course....)
Here is the pic with lecture as a memory of the last lecture in my life.
The last lecture was Perception course, which I have no idea what I was doing in the class.... I hope I don't fail the final exam...


Left guy is Steven, also psychology major. Without his help for Statistics course, I wouldn't be able to pass the course


Also today was the last session of indoor soccer.
Front from right, David, Toshi, Arthur, Alex, Amrit, then behind from right, Bryon, Eu Liang, Kenney, Sean, and Daniel.

I'm sure I will miss playing soccer with them. It was so much fun playing with friends since it is not competitive mood. I hope one day at somewhere, we play again and see how much we improve from the last time =)


Well, 4 exams left to go..............

Legendary Players

I edited a soccer clip for fun =D
It's about 75MB so those of you living on college, don't click on the URL =p

http://video.google.com.au/videoplay?docid=-4240476146098508762&hl=en-AU


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hmmm....

I'm in a trouble now... I'm waiting for Nationalism class to start but nobdy comes... I guess there is no lec this week, which means... I'm in a BIG trouble. I have no idea what was going on in this class so I was going to ask the professor how to study for final. But nobody here.... I guess I have to send e-mail to him.

Anyhow, this week is the final week of the semester and just 4 more weeks left till the last exam. So far, there is a high possibility of failing one course, Nationalism in Japan and Korea. Ahhhhhh, I don't want to fail an elective class and not being able to graduate!!! If it is psych course, it's still reasonable if I fail, but an elective class?! No way... Other than the nationalism course, I'm able to pass Stats course and criminology for sure. My concern right now is nationalism and perception courses. Perception course, which final exam worth 60%, is so difficult!! All what we have studied relates to nothing about psychology. It was like biology, how eye percepts visual input, how it can be affected by some stimulus, or how ears work.... I hate it!!!!

Oh well, my campus life is ending in a month, and new career life will start from next year. One day, I wish I become rich and travel around the world.

軌跡

最近よく分かってきた、いかに自分が扱われていたか。
想い、考え、行動し結果を求めるけどたまに間違ってる。
どんなに人を思いやっても誠意がなければそれは虚偽。
口だけであり、気遣ってるように見せているが本当は自分をかばっている。
どんなに相手を思いやっている様にみせても、相手に責任を押し付けて自分は逃げているだけ。
そんな行為が逆に相手を傷つけたりする場合がある。
後悔はない。
でも、ほんの少しの想いはまだそこにある。
それをどうやって処理するか。
人それぞれ対応の仕方は違うので一概にこれとは言えない。
でも一つだけ言える。
本心を消すのだけはやめた方が良い。
抑圧する事によって自分を見失うかもしれない。
そんな自分を他人に見られたくはないだろう。
過去に区切りをつけ、前へ進もう。
今まで寄り道、遠回りをしてきた分、この先は月光に照らされてるだろう。
迷いそうになったら夜空を見上げて確認しよう。
月光が導いてくれるはず。
本当の自分へ。

2 months left

until I leave Australia. I have booked flight tickets from Sydney to Singapore as well as from Singapore to Japan. I will be leaving Canberra on 16th December, arriving in Singapore next day. Then in Singapore, I will have some job interveiws. Then I will take a flight back to Japan from Singapore on 23rd December. Wow, I cannot believe that I'll be graduating and leaving Australia in 2 months. Haha, but that only if I don't fail any courses =(

Anyhow, next week is the last week of the semeter and all we have to do now is just study for finals.... sigh sigh sigh...

Cannot wait for the trip to Gold Coast and Perth!!!

time to study

It's time to study for finals already... I need to listen to more than 20 hours of lecture recordings... sigh... Hopefully, I can finish by this weekend -.-

something wrong...

I don't know what is the reason, but something wrong with me this week. I have no motivation to go to lectures, just staying my room watching shows from Tuesday till now. I only went for 2 tutorials on Monday since I had to do a presentation. After that, skipped all lectures... which means... a week off entirely from uni. A friend of mine told me that maybe I'm depressed, but I know I am not. I just don't feel like to do anything... I think since I was extremely busy last few weeks, I'm just being lazy...

Oh well, I can play indoor soccer tomorrow, so it should help me to refresh my mind.





I wish I had a strong confidence in myself

right or wrong?

time is always important...
timing is more importnat...
have i made a right choice or wrong choice?
Considering someone's feeling is a thin line between caring and self-protect...
what i want is happiness, not self-complacency...

dizzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyy

it's almost 3am now... Last few days, I've been extremely busy... working on 2 essays as well as preparing for a presentation on Monday... In addition to those assignments, a group project has to be handed in on Monday. For the group project, my group members tried to finish everythng today but we were not able to do so. So, we have a meeting again at 11:30 tomorrow (actually today already), then from 2pm, another group meeting... after that indoor soccer from 3:30pm... no time for lunch... no time to rest.... but I LOVE TO PLAY INDOOR SOCCER =D


ah~~~~
so sleepy and tired...
I want to run away from the reality and hide in a dream world...

what do you expect when there is no hope

From last night after dinner, I started working on two assignments which are due on next monday. I have read some of the assigned articles and now I have to write 1,000 words discussion essay for each of them. Before I started the assignemnts, I thought since I write more than 2,000 words essay for most of psychology classes, 1,000 essays will be an easy job......... However, it turns out that it is much more difficult than writing psychology essays!!! I have no idea what the readings want to say =[ Really.... NO IDEA!!!!

This week is going to be the worst week ever for sure...

what do you expect where there is no hope?

The answer right now is .................... running away from the reality